I found this car on FB marketplace and it’s literally like it dropped out of my exact dreams. It’s a 95 civic coupe in PRISTINE condition with only FIFTY THOUSAND MILES ON IT. This is literally the best deal out there right now, but it’s being sold by this used car dealer. He wants 5500 for it, plus tax and registration that shit will come out to over 6 grand which is still the best deal for this car on the market, but it’s just like too much. And first he told me he would sell it to me under the table so I wouldn’t have to pay the tax, and now he backtracked on that and is like I have to follow the law lmao…. I’m so fucking flustered about it like that’s literally almost all my money. But it is absolutely the perfect car that will run forever. I’m just like…. Is it worth it. For my dreams. Another thing is it will probably most likely get stolen at some point in San Francisco bc it’s a fucking lawless Wild West shit show out here. Which is just upsetting. It’s a good price for the car overall, but is it a financial mistake for me to make. I’m so sad. With dmv fees PLUS his sales tax it will most likely come out to close to 7 grand which is absolutely ridiiiiiiiiiculous. But there are ones in worse shape with more miles being sold for more. It’s literally made for me. It was even made the exact month and year I was born, which is funny, and doesn’t mean anything (maybe it means I need to pull my head out of my ass and get a newer car), but it just feels so kismet. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF like it’s literally exactly what I wanted no compromises whatsoever at all and in better shape than I hoped for. Do I take the risk or nah. I’m an idiot for having aesthetic dreams 😔
Okay no I found my literal dream civic it’s so cute and sexy and now I just have to decide if I’m gonna fork up the cash basically. FUCKKKK
Literally what does a girl have to do to get an attractive car. Work a 9-5? Have a career? 😂 starting to feel like I actually want material objects and I’m willing to put in the work to have a sexy car 🤔
I swear to fuck every time I do a Photoshoot for someone I’m like okay great, I did good 👍 and then I go to edit and I’m like fuck, I didn’t do good enough (to be fair there are always things to learn and improve at. Little composition mishaps get me a lot though when working with clients bc it’s so fast paced and the pressure is on, making it hard to notice smaller details when you’re shooting), but then I edit and I’m like, alright, I did alright, I hope they’re not unhappy and don’t notice the small things that are annoying to me, and then I send them over and they’re always like really happy and overjoyed 😢 it’s just a roller coaster of imposter syndrome every time. But I guess I am actually good at the thing after all. Duh
When you look at an image enough you assimilate it into your being, it starts to represent you- you infuse yourself within it and vice versa. That’s how you fall in love- you look. and then you stare.
Okay I actually fell in love with that silver integra, and I offered the dude 2500 bc the kbb value is like 29 at most.. but I get these are rarer cars these days so that’s why they are slightly over priced. UGHH but anyway he said he’s not going lower than 33. Which, idek if it’s really worth it for me. I literally have a car that I share with my bf. I just want my own thing. It’s an independence/responsibility thing. Now that I can have my own car I want it, so I don’t have to negotiate with anyone…. I just want to feel like an adult, and have my little cute little whip, lol.
I found three integras that are buyable, one is just a little out of my price range but it’s the nicer one and it’s black, with receipts of all the work it’s had done etc. FB Marketplace is saying the average price for them is in the like 800-3000 range???? But I can’t find any decent ones for under 4. Which isn’t bad. But the one I want is 6500 which is a lot more than what I saw myself spending. Anyway, I just want a cute sexy car that isn’t round and ugly.
I want my own car so fucking bad. I’m freaking OUT scouring Craigslist and CARFAX and shit. It’ll happen soon… believe….
Tumblr is so lonely and weird now
Dreams are so fucking crazy. An alternate dimension where you’re making decisions, based on what?!?! Where is the information coming from and why???? It’s so random and complex. Wtf




